I’m busy with site designs and selling DVDs… lotsa shit to keep my plate full lately, and I’m planning another trip to make some more skin flicks. Thought I would take it easy for a change and play with Adobe Premiere. Enjoy, now I will have my nap… after you play the clip, check out www.hitthebitch.dk its some real far out shit some dudes in holland made… not my cup of tea but I can’t lie I did get a few cheap laughs in.  Laters

I make a lot of personal sacrificies to be a pornographer that many of you guys who aren’t in the industry don’t even realize. I don’t sleep much at all, work 80-100hrs per week, have to deal with all sorts of flakes, fakes, and deadend runarounds. Deals go bad, people wanna lowball, trashtalk, and steal your work when you put it up for sale, billing companies run off with all your hard earned money like a thief in the night, and to top it all off you are looked down upon by everyone in your family and community that somehow has a misconception about what exactly it is you do for a living. You can’t date any “normal” chicks, they will usually flee when you tell them the truth about how you make a living. Unless they’re hippie chicks, liberals, or lesbians, which can sometimes totally rock.

My mom actually called me the other day and asked was I busy having sex. Imagine that. And some hating ass niggas in my family keep running their mouths about all my “hoochie mamas” and “rump shakers on the boat” in miami… they somehow discovered fubarwebmasters.com and see me at all these porn conventions and gatherings across the country, then they started googling all the models I film and shit and start talking about them… at the fucking family dinner table with 3 generations of my folks seated partaking in a rare family meal. Classy negroes I tell you. Then they’ll whine and hit me up for some bread later on. And treat me like a stranger in my own house, that I gave them for fucking free. Cause I’m a pervert right, with no morals. And all my money is ill gotten and immoral. Nigga please.

So with all that said I’m a hustler in every sense of the word and I make no apologies. It is a very lonely life that I live but the tradeoff is well worth it when everyday I realize that I’m in control of everything, I ultimately have no one to answer to but my paying customers and affiliates, and I runs shit the way I wanna run it. Most of the time its a pain in the ass, but when you pay the cost to be the boss its really worth it when you have GOOD DAYS days like today. Sometimes the talent shows up, clean, sober, makeup ready, looking smokin hot, knows the paperwork and 2257 ID drill, and puts on an amazing performance where you actually start to believe every dirty sexy word that comes out of her mouth… thats what the fuck I’m talking about. And  Sierra Sanchez, you really made my day a good one… and reminded my why I do what I do for a living. Matter of fact you’re getting booked again this week so go buy a new outfit and some jewelry. peaceout.

I just started making preview trailers for NDNgirls.com, my site designer is working on the frontend of it right now since I suck at making cool looking photoshop pages. It is kinda fun to chop up movie clips and make trailers though… and I’m learning the black art of flash encoding so you can play the video clip on the page etc. Check out this little 1 min behind the scenes clip of Daisy… I have around an hour of video of each girl I film so there is plenty of fun snippets like these to go along with the fuck scenes, and every girl has a story I tell you… but its actually better if they tell you, in their own words… press play.

Which is quite ironic because I’ve had creative writers block and a bout of laziness for the past 3 days straight and I’m just now getting over it. Here’s the deal, I have about 10 hours of footage on DV tapes just sitting in a box on my desk that haven’t even been videocaptured. Which means they’re not online. Which means they’re not for sale and they are not making me any money. Fuck all that… so I gave myself a good kick in the ass and quit dicking around and got back to work, running 3 computers at the same time side by side. I also started the layout design of NDNgirls.com paysite tour (which isn’t uploaded as of yet, but within 24hrs will be live) and that proved to be challenging. I haven’t designed a paysite of my own in almost 4 years. Thats a long fucking time. And prior to that I used to just contract out designers because they clearly do a better job with photoshop than me… and thats probably the route I will go once the site gets some members in the door, just to clean things up a bit and make it easier for me to manage and update on my own.

So yeah man thats my online life, chopping up video and prepping it for the site launch. In the real world I’ve just been kinda laying low, doing my gym exercise thing daily but for the most part just trying to my ass motivated. I think I need a really good piece of pussy to balance all the chemicals in my body right about now. Not just any pussy, some good shit that will make me smile for 3 days straight. I haven’t come across any girls lately that turn my crank, maybe I don’t get out enough since I’m so focused on my websites and shit lately but it is crucial to my success plan… so the tradeoff is worth it. Here’s a bit of motivation for me… typically every morning I go visit some family members and kinfolks, and treat them to breakfast just to go and shoot the shit and keep in touch with them and famiy affairs. You know how cohesive nigga families are. And I think thats a good thing actually.

But anyhow the other day was the end of the month (halloween by the way) and that means they got their direct deposits and pensions and shit and they are typically nowhere to be found for about the next week until their monies run dry. So I went to breakfast myself and made a date with this slender spanish chica for later in the week and we’re gonna go bike riding and do some outdoor shit that I totally dig, and on the way out the restaurant I stopped by this new Lotus dealership and I saw a white Exige 260 that I simply must have. And that was my motivation… like I’ve always wanted a lotus elise since last year but now that I saw that 260 in person holy shit… and I would have no problem dropping $75k on a car that truly would make me happy, so long as I have a very nice home to garage it in first. So I’ve been getting hardons thinking about this little fucking car and here I sit, editing video and building web pages all damn day because I know its my vehicle to achieve my dreams. I’m actually gonna build a 2nd website right along side the NDNgirls.com site and just put my office POV vids in there because I find them really hilarious getting the girls candid and behind the scenes, which is something that few if any sites will ever show. I don’t like casting couch interviews so what I do after the papers are signed and before we start fucking or whatever is just sit a cam on the table or tripod and let it roll. The girl usually will be on her cell with her boyfriend, girlfriend, or some other motherfucker spieling the inner workings of her life. I’ve usually left the room to get a snack or something… and the footage you get is priceless. Check out the 1min video trailer my niggas… its a 200mb high quality fullscreen vid… click on Jayda below and tell me what you think: