Its settled… and I just booked a one-way ticket up outta here for good. I am officially done with California in 2 weeks. And I’m not coming back to live here. Ever. EVER. Fuck that… the final straw was when a few days ago I was headed to this little square temp promo job I have out here to give away supplement samples. This company pays me $20 an hour to be this fitness promo guy and I do the gig like once or twice a month since I’ve been in California as it was one of my first craigslists jobs when I landed here. So anyhow on the way to the vitamin store this cop fucks with me and says I ran a yellow light (wtf?) and I’ll get something in the mail about it. Well the mail came, and these fuckers want $495 from me… all en route to a bullshit $20 job trying to make an honest living. Well that was the “fuckit” catalyst for me. And by the way my black ass will be in court fighting that shit next week. So much for being a wage slave, there is no way to get ahead unless you control your own money and your own lifestyle, and I knew this all along… I just needed a recent bump on the head to jog my memory. So Cali is so DONE… like this little 18 year old freak I met in the hot tub at the gym said, its a “fail” living out here. And don’t even get me started on the latest AIM news for those folks down in LA… I didn’t know what a fail was (apparently its new white girl suburban slang) until she broke it down to me. I feel very old all of a sudden…
So anyhow I’ve been scouring craigslist down there and am trying to decide on south beach miami or tampa. I’m so done with orlando. Even though I still have a house in that area its all fucked up from family members running in and out of it for many years and the place is just “tore up from the floor up” as they used to say in oakland.
So I’m just gonna rent me a nice little clean apartment near or on the BEACH where I can get some SUN on my black ass and peacefully work on my websites, videos, and occasionally film a hottie or twelve. Rent is dirt cheap down there compared to Cali… and I’m just a single guy with no bitches shacked up with me so I can live off a bag of rice for a month. Fuck all my cars, they can rot. I’m not pissing any more money into them after I take my kids on a road trip this summer. Then I’m selling them all for whatever the market dictates. If you think I’m bullshittin, I just sold my Mercedes for $137.51 on ebay so I don’t even give a fuck. I bought my plane ticket with the paypal money, now thats a good investment… as soon as I land I’m gonna get me a bicycle and some new adidas and run up and down the beach twice a day, 5 miles in the morning, same in the evening. Gotta get off these treadmills and the “california lifestyle” and get some more fresh air. shit.
So anyhow until my day for departure comes, I’ve got 15 DV tapes of footage to put up on VOD sites, Hotmovies, Clips4sale, and hopefully AEBN and any others I can find. Need to monetize this footage to pay for more models, and film some of the same girls again for other scenes as well. Not to mention its a good rent money hustle until I actually have enough original content shot up for my paysite launches this summer. Which reminds me, I need to jam up to the indian reservation to continue filming babes for hotnativeamericangirls.com which is way behind production schedule. I need to just get up there and rent a place for a week and bang out footage of at least 12 girls (enough to start and sustain a member site for a month at least) until I can make steady and regular travel plans to get up there for updates. So there will be a lot of resettling and zipping around in planes and cars and shit from now until the end of August. I’ll still be attending Cybernet Expo and Internext in addition to securing and furnishing a new place, taking my kids on a cross country roadtrip, filming and banging more girls than I have fingers and toes, setting up my paysites, merchant account with OrbitalPay (thanks Karen) and getting some good affiliates to help me push it all down the buying public websurfers throats. So I shall be busy. Matter of fact this other video clip just got done rendering on the PC next to me so I better tend to it. This blog is gonna make one hell of a movie… or instructional guide for anyone that is starting all over with nothing but a vision. By the way fans if you wanna download Roxy, Carmen, or Kira’s videos before they hit my paysite, be my guest and snag em’ up my clips4sale store for now. peaceout
- shimmy
